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Steve Says:
10.04.2004.01:48
So what happens when you can't live with the way things are? What happens when you freak out and simply can't stand being in the place and situations you're in? I used to freak out like this, when I'd think about death. I'd think about all the great things mankind is going to achieve and how I wasn't going to be around to see them, and I'd freak out and get up and pace and mumble "oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god." and be uncontrollably antsy and feel just completely, well, crazy. It's been a long time since I've felt that way, but tonight's the closest to that I've felt in years. I can't stand where I am, what's going on, the confusion, the not knowing, the feeling of so many missed opportunities and disappointed loved ones. What do you do?