I think there's probably something wrong with me. I hate it when other people are better than me at something that I aspire to be good at. Now I know you're thinking "Everyone does, that's just human nature.", but that jealousy I have totally outweighs my respect for all the work it took them to get to that level. Generally I'm not allowed to even enjoy say, a concert, because I'm just fuming that they're better at writing or performing music. On the one hand, acting this way would lead me to believe I'm a jealous, self-centered person. On the other hand though, maybe that extreme jealousy is a driving force behind a lot of great achievers in humanity. *shrugs* Whatever it is, it's not fun. I don't like being jealous, and I especially don't like being self-centered.If you'd like to know what spawned this outburst, this would be it (click "Highlights" on the left, then "Tommy Live" in the bottom right corner).
On a lighter note, the only thing that brings me out of these kinds of funks (usually, unless I get jealous of Bill Watterson, which has been known to happen) is Calvin and Hobbes.
